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hi wat's up?

as i wrote abt goin' abroad 4 studying Engles 4 a month on da last blog, finally i quit dat this time. actually, i couldn't X( haha...
u know, in such a system, people usual have to apply to 'em B4 3 MONTHS!! but this time, i have only a few weeks till goin' to US :P CLEARLY NOT!! lol
so on March, i'ma livin' in Canada 4 6days, and afta dat, livin' in NY 4 7-8days, i decided:D
i guess in next summer time, I'ma go to US as studying Engles 4 abt 6weeks, and afta or b4 dat, watever, and more thinkin abt Internship if i could. i mean, next summer vacation's gonna be pretty busy yo.
man, actually i'ma very nervous abt getting job, my ability, marriage, my future... i don wanna think abt it now, or i shouldn't though, everyday, every night, those kind of thinking appears in my head, and i cant kick 'em out!! i know, just do wat i gotta do. but i cant... just i cant...
so now, i've been cleansing myself and changing myself this one month, i could figure out, my badness, wat i need, wat i gotta do, more sounds like dat. it might be happy, u know, i could notice abt such a thg b4 job hunting. rather i'ma happy man:) recently, i've made up my mind to think so. cuz thinking tooooo much is nonsense! though i cant blow all kind of agony, could feel better than b4 one month.
well, study hard, try to do anything. and enjoy my car life!! lol dat's it afta all :P Oops, I'ma still looking 4 16inch wheels yo! lol

k, bye ya everyone! huv a nice week.
and God bless u ;)